Well, as you know, I've felt led to confer with you lately. Now, I realize that all the stuff I'm getting ready to put here are things you already know. But as you also know, it's just helpful to me to spell things out, too. Perhaps it's therapeutic for me, in its own way.
Of course, money is the main issue for me. But I will say that it's looking like things may be improving in that area for me. I hope I'm right, because it would be helpful to have less stress in my life. Seems like when I have money issues, I get less loving in dealing with some people, especially with people who I see as the so-called cause of those problems. Mind you, I realize that I am the source of all things in my life--both wonderful and difficult--but somehow, I just am not finding it in me to resolve the difficulties. I'm not exactly sure why, but there you go.
Going along with that is my desire to get the training I need to be able to work at a better-paying job, not to mention helping Daryle when I get up there next year. That is so important to me. Maybe Odessa College is a good resource for that after all, but I'm just not sure. I'd love to do it through the internet, but I don't seem to be able to find a place that does such things. Whatever you can work out would be wonderful.
Another really big one is the house. I know there are so many things that need to be dealt with in this house and the property; I guess that they overwhelm me and I don't know what to do about them. The book I've been reading (The Angel Therapy Handbook by Doreen Virtue) suggests that I get with Jophi-el and ask for her assistance, so I can make my living space more beautiful. So okay, Jophi-el, I'm asking. Please help me to deal with this situation. I want to make it right, and I know I need some help. And thank you so much.
And then there's moving to Syracuse next year. This will definitely need some planning ahead, not to mention preparing the house (which I just mentioned, of course). I think it would be a really great idea to ship my table, my bookshelf, and my bench up to Syracuse ahead of time, and I need to find out how to do that. Mind you, that would depend on how things go in Syracuse. Daryle may be moving to another place before I get up there, and it wouldn't be logical for me to ship those items before he moves, if he does. So timing may be an important factor.
I'm not very happy about the health of my body right now. I need to get to a healthy weight, plus my eating habits aren't so great. I'm starting to feel stuff going on with my right knee, too, and Sandi's mother-in-law had mentioned this could be the beginning of some serious knee issues, to include knee replacement surgery. I'm not really interested in that, as you already know. I need some solutions to all this.
You probably noticed that I said something about how I start things but don't tend to stick with them. I don't know why that is, although it's quite possible that it's just a matter of those things not being right for me. Yeah, that could be true, but why do I feel right about them when I start? It's downright frustrating, and that's the truth. I need some really firm guidance about the best things for me to do for myself, and some strong motivation to stick with it. For example, the alkaline diet. I remember quite strongly how helpful that was for me, but yet now I just don't seem to have it in me to stay with it. I see it as self-sabotage, and I can understand why I would be in that place. I know you can help me to resolve that, and I thank you for it.
Okay, I guess that will do it for now. Thank you for giving me the courage to put this down in "black and white" (or whatever colors they'll turn out to be LOL). Yes, this definitely was therapeutic.
Just help me, okay?
PS--After I posted this, I noticed that the time for its posting was 3:33. This is the message that "333" is delivering:
“You are completely surrounded, protected, loved, and guided by the benevolent ascended masters.”
This is the web page from which I found that information.
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