Moving Along

Once again, long time.

Lots of stuff going on again.

No longer in a committed relationship, and somehow, I'm pretty much okay with it. I honestly feel like I'm moving on--to what, I couldn't tell you, but it feels like it's probably the next step in my life and that it's necessary to be done with the relationship stuff. Perhaps I'm not even meant to have a "significant other" any more, not for the rest of this life. That kind of bothers me, but then again, it is what it is.

Feeling like I need to look into some kind of alternative health modality and become a practitioner of it. I'm leaning towards herbology in a way, but definitely not 100%. I'm going to keep on looking at various websites and see what I'm drawn to.

Also feeling like I really need to get down to it with Jason. I'm feeling lots of pressure about that, especially from the girls. When I consider it, I'm thinking that perhaps this is the Universe telling me to get motivated, even though it may not be about putting him back into public school. It might be just about changes and moving along. Stagnation is not a good thing, after all. "The more things change, the more they stay the same." The girls seem to think that socialization is important for everyone, and I don't agree with that. I'm not saying that Jason is definitely meant for a solitary life; what I am saying is that we need to consider that he may be.

Summer break is done; I'm in school training right now, and the first day of school is coming up less than a week from now.

What is next? I don't know. I really feel like a whole lot of limbo is all around me, though.